Every time I hear Jewel's song, "Foolish Games" I begin to think about my relationships with women.
I know that I play games but I'm scared that if I stop playing, I'll be out of the running.
I love the beginnings of relationships. I allow myself to get really close really fast but then it's like something inside of me snaps.
I start to pull away, almost withdraw completely, and then, just as the woman involved has almost given up, I snap back like a human rubber band. This may happen a couple of times over the course of a year, and finally the woman gives up on me completely and I wind up alone. And miserable.
Then I start the cycle all over again with somebody else. I've been doing this for a while now. I'm 35 years old and feel I'm ready to settle down but I can't break the cycle.
I don't want to end up alone, but, at this rate, it looks like that's what might happen.
Sincerely,
Game Boy
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